CC

I can't really pinpoint why, but for the past two days I've really struggled to get out of bed in time to head to the studio for practice. I wake up and feel like I've been asleep for years. It being winter and freezing outside hasn't helped. But that's never bothered me in the past, so why now? My diet hasn't changed, I'm eating well, and getting enough sleep. I guess I'm just requiring more discipline. I'll see how the next couple of days go. The other thing I asked myself was if I don't make it up in time to get to the studio, why aren't I doing practice at home? Why do I feel so compelled to only practice at the studio? I just don't feel like me for some reason. Well, that's it then. Tonight I'm doing a smaller practice at home and then I'm making sure I get up in time for practice tomorrow. I don't need to feel like this and choose not too. If I need more discipline then I can face this challenge head on.

A's in Sydney for a couple of days visiting his father and stepmum as he has the week off work. I'm staying at his place looking after the place and our little ball of fluff, CC. She's about 18 months old and is so small. I love it when she sleeps against my chest under the covers and purrs so loudly it sends me off to sleep. Last night I was reading on the couch and she jumps up and lays across my neck so I couldn't see my book and just stares at me pretending to be innocent...so cute!